Tuition

Wow I'm really exhausted right now but I am still determined to update this. So, today is the first day I went to my tuition class. We learnt English today and it was quite fun. The teacher is out going and funny glad he is pheww. Oh yeah it's a bonus that I understood what he taught me. Thanks teach. Imma tell you about what happened when I first arrived there. Basically, I registered first at the front desk with my mum. I felt a bit nervous because I didn't have any friends there ahaha sad and I had to speak in another language so yeah, you probably get it right if not just pretend that you are. I sat in the middle alone, there were two sits beside me and I put my bag next to me and just kept quiet while everyone else were busy talking about stuff and they talked in Hindi and I felt weird about it because I don't understand them.Surprisingly, my classmate, Hazim came into the room and I felt kind of glad that he was there but we both don't click with each other and that's a pity if not I would actually have a friend and someone to talk to. The class had like a bunch of Indians, 3 Malays including me and a Chinese boy. I'm the only Malay girl while the others are boys. *sighs heavily* I kept on spacing out and looking at the wall while waiting for the teacher and lesson to begin. Umm, it was actually an okay time for me. 

Should I?

I just wanted to get this off my chest so, I have thoughts about joining a taekwando class. There's one near my local park and it's near my house so there's like no problem about it and my parent's gave me permission to join it but when I think about it again how would it go? Because I'll be a noob and I don't know anyone there. Some of you wouldn't mind about that but I'm an insecure person hear me out. Yes it's wrong to make an excuse and especially if it's about my flaws. Hey . You don't know how I feel so calm down. But still if I don't take this opportunity then when will I ever get another chance like this, right. Hmm, that's what fusionspeaks told me and it got me thinking. Yeah. I probably should join the class. Thank you, Unnie :)

First day of SCHOOL

I just got back from my first day of school and man it was damn hot I felt like a burnt ass chicken. Hmm too bad I didn't get to sit with my kouhai but it's not like we can't see each other lol. When I first walked through the front gate it was awkward cas there were people taking pictures of the new juniors and I'm walking behind them feeling like an outcast when that shit was over my senior and my friends greeted me which made me feel welcomed and at ease. I finally met yb and she's still cute as a button. I nudged her shoulders and she gave me a big smile. Well too bad this year I can't join you guys in the asrama but hey we can still see each other :) And I saw some of my juniors Tini and Kia. Aw they were adorable haha. I feel very weird and like I did something wrong for being in my 9th grade lol. I just feel uncomfortable about it and it's disturbing me. Oh yeah, I just told my mom before school that my class is near and just next to my last year's class but someone flipped the tables and my class is like in the clouds okay maybe i'm over exaggerating. It is at the 4th floor effiiiiiiin I feel bad for the teachers and especially our parents , tsk.