2015 to 2016

Hi so it's finally 2016, Happy New Years everybody :) I still can't believe that I'm still here and breathing really cas I've got some pretty horrible past when I was a kid well not saying that I'm a grown up now cas people would say that I'm a teenager but I still feel like I'm a little clueless kid trying to find herself in this huge planet called Earth. If you ask me about my goals I actually don't have any. Suprised? Don't be. I think that 2015 for me was a really awesome year. I met new people, seniors, juniors, teachers and ect. I also did participate in a lot of things like Hiwar, Biber and sports well "we" didn't won but it's okay cas I will always cherish the moments practising all of them with my friends and teachers. And during last year I stayed at the hostel which it's only for girls. There are some bad times but the good times are really endless especially when you're done with the final exam and for 2016 I will just be staying at home haha xD sad but that's what I decided and since I've been staying at the hostel I've started to appreciate my family especially my parents and felt like how I freakin love and miss them. I remembered my first day at hostel I cried beside my bunkmate, she is also one of my closest friends, Adani while laying on her bed and oh I hid myself using my yellow blanket cas I don't like it when people see me cry cas I just feel weak around them and uncomfortable. And I also got to know my friends better, lots of laughter and tears even some quarrels haha that's normal. And my dear friend Nabilah would always wake me up like every single day early in the morning and we would eat together at dewan makan haha good times. There's more good memories but I just want to share a lil bit with yall. I just hope that I'll be fine in 2016.